Your Age: 31-40
Length of Relationship : 3 - 5 years
How long ago did the betrayal occur?: A little while ago - 3-6 months
How did you learn about it?: That i dont deserve her and im impossible.
Describe how you are feeling now, or how you felt when you found out.: Feel like my manhood is thrown out the window and im not that special to get to her that way
How have your normal habits changed (eating, sleeping, etc)?: Cant sleep nor eat well.
What are you using to cope with your emotions? Is it working for you?: I masturbate and its feels im take the life out of me each time i do (sad and painful)
What are your next steps?: Eventually ill leave the relationship if i see no change from the period im expecting
What emotions have come up for you as you've been going through this? (select all that apply): Anger, Sadness, Alone, Devalued, Invisible
What emotions are missing from the list?: Useless
What advice would you give to others in this situation?: Dont ever allow yourself to be loved under a condition if its like that its not the love you need in your life
What else would you like to share?: Great happiness comes from within and dont let others control that or take it away from you...life alone is hard enough to give all you have control of to places and things dont feed your soul