Title: Emotional cheating
Your Story: Over this past weekend my partner s friend of a hers and I went out to the river, we had some drinks and smoked some weed then her friend started hitting on some guys which eventually led to her showing herself to us and I got a really good view. Later her friend asked me how we're doing I said good that I planned to marry her someday and she was like what do you really want and I was like I'm sure I wanna marry her then I told her that I used to like her a lot and she was like well same. Then on the drive home I had to take her home by ourselves because I have 2 seat truck we were talking more about our feelings and I asked to see her topless again which she did and then we hugged for awhile and I dropped her off and I haven't felt good since I broke down yesterday told my girlfriend that I liked her friend and felt bad for disrespecting her I didn't tell her what happened in the truck or that her friend said she liked me as well, then my gf said that her friend doesnt like me and that I have no chance with them and that I embarrassed her in friend of her friend by lusting. Today 2 days later I feel like shit especially because I thought I've grown from this behavior I used to be a cheater and seek people out but this all just happened and it's shown me that I'm still an asshole I wish I could control myself.