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Your Age: 51 +

Length of Relationship : 21 years or more

How long ago did the betrayal occur?: It's been a while - over a year ago

How did you learn about it?: I caught her with him

Describe how you are feeling now, or how you felt when you found out.: Ia feeling depressed,heartbroken,unloved, hurt, not a man, ugly,suicidal, just want the end these feelings.

How have your normal habits changed (eating, sleeping, etc)?: Can't sleep don't eat much at all

What are you using to cope with your emotions? Is it working for you?: Trying to just cope with it

What are your next steps?: Don't know

What emotions have come up for you as you've been going through this? (select all that apply): Shock/Disbelif, Sadness, Alone, Afraid, Voiceless, Replaced, Betrayed, Devalued, Invisible, Shame/Ashamed

What emotions are missing from the list?:

What advice would you give to others in this situation?:Have none

What else would you like to share?: She's had five affairs 1n 36 years and I didn't have a clue apart from them one 6 months after we got married.