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Your Age: 41-50

Length of Relationship : 11 - 20 years

How long ago did the betrayal occur?: Recently - less than 30 days

How did you learn about it?: She told me. Then I snooped

Describe how you are feeling now, or how you felt when you found out.: Shell shocked, like I had been hallowed out.

How have your normal habits changed (eating, sleeping, etc)?: Can't sleep soundly, not eating much.

What are you using to cope with your emotions? Is it working for you?: Therapy, talking.

What are your next steps?: Divorce

What emotions have come up for you as you've been going through this? (select all that apply): Shock/Disbelif, Sadness, Alone, Replaced, Betrayed, Devalued, Shame/Ashamed, Cornered/Forced, Relieved

What emotions are missing from the list?:Hollow, numb

What advice would you give to others in this situation?: I don't know

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