one hundred ninety five (195)

Your Age: 51 +

Length of Relationship : 21 years or more

How long ago did the betrayal occur?: It's been a while - over a year ago

How did you learn about it?: Text message to my husband that i saw

Describe how you are feeling now, or how you felt when you found out.: I feel very angry
When i found out i was devastated it was totally unexpected

How have your normal habits changed (eating, sleeping, etc)?: Dont sleep as well

What are you using to cope with your emotions? Is it working for you?: Talk to my friends that i trust

What are your next steps?: Staying in my marriage

What emotions have come up for you as you've been going through this? (select all that apply): Shock/Disbelif, Anger, Sadness, Alone, Afraid, Betrayed, Devalued

What emotions are missing from the list?: Love

What advice would you give to others in this situation?: No advice

What else would you like to share?: Feeljng angry all the time towards my spouse