two hundred twenty two (222)

Your Age: 41-50

Length of Relationship : 21 years or more

How long ago did the betrayal occur?: It's been a while - over a year ago

How did you learn about it?: I found out through my own suspicion

Describe how you are feeling now, or how you felt when you found out.: I was broken when i found out didnt want to let my wife out of my sight ,
Today and have always felt unsettled as I feel have not been told the full tuth

How have your normal habits changed (eating, sleeping, etc)?: yes they did and still are

What are you using to cope with your emotions? Is it working for you?: nothing

What are your next steps?: wish i knew

What emotions have come up for you as you've been going through this? (select all that apply): Shock/Disbelif, Anger, Sadness, Alone, Afraid, Betrayed, Devalued, Invisible, Shame/Ashamed, Cornered/Forced

What emotions are missing from the list?:worthlessness ,

What advice would you give to others in this situation?: be able to deal with the truth if told , always trust your instincts

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