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Your Age: 51 +

Length of Relationship : 21 years or more

How long ago did the betrayal occur?: It's been a while - over a year ago

How did you learn about it?: Watching him hiding on a phone call

Describe how you are feeling now, or how you felt when you found out.: Shaking inside, confused and confounded

How have your normal habits changed (eating, sleeping, etc)?: Sleeping is erratic

What are you using to cope with your emotions? Is it working for you?: Counseling 
It helps but it does not completely stop pain

What are your next steps?: Not sure what to do

What emotions have come up for you as you've been going through this? (select all that apply): Shock/Disbelif, Anger, Sadness, Alone, Afraid, Replaced, Betrayed, Devalued, Shame/Ashamed, Relieved

What emotions are missing from the list?:Broken heart

What advice would you give to others in this situation?: Seek help

What else would you like to share?: It does not go away.