Title: The regrets for cheating
Your Story: Hey pls keep me anonymous it's been 11 months since baby daddy nd i separated. Last year I cheated on him then i thought he forgave me then we continue with our relationship.. so this year i found out that he's in a relationship with another girl, he immediately dumped me as soon as i found out.. He said it's my fault that him and i separated because I broke his trust by cheating, he said he forgave me but couldn't forget that I cheated on him..
I keep on blaming myself even today for loosing him. I can't forgive myself for what I did to him. My guilt is eating me up. I feel like am stucked in life, i feel like I can't move on with life
Every night i cry because of the guilt. I even created fake Facebook account to stalk him ND her partner
How do I move on with life and forgive myself ... The thought of seeing him happy without me in his life is really killing me.. whenever he come to fetches his son i can't face him, i lock myself in my room then he takes his son nd go
I tried to be in a relationship with other guys for this 11 months but things didnt work out .. the first guy he was a shoulder to cry on i slept with him once then I cut things with him, The second guy i date him for about 3 months without sex, then i decided to break up with him because I was still missing my baby daddy, then The third guy he was 21 yrs older than me, i told him the real reason why i broke up with my baby daddy he never judge me he was all cool ND said we all make mistake, after 3 weeks of dating him i decided to give him the cake, things we cool between us but i couldn't stop missing and crying for baby daddy so i found an excuse to break up with him, i slept with him once, for two rounds.
Am 22 years old now single