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Your Age: 31-40

Length of Relationship : 11 - 20 years

How long ago did the betrayal occur?: A while ago - 6-12 months

How did you learn about it?: Through his phone

Describe how you are feeling now, or how you felt when you found out.: I feel angry now and i feel alone,when i found out i felt very stupid

How have your normal habits changed (eating, sleeping, etc)?:Yes

What are you using to cope with your emotions? Is it working for you?: I dont have any coping mechanism except going to work

What are your next steps?: I dont know

What emotions have come up for you as you've been going through this? (select all that apply): Shock/Disbelif, Anger, Sadness, Alone, Afraid, Voiceless, Replaced, Betrayed, Devalued, Invisible, Shame/Ashamed

What emotions are missing from the list?: Crying and regret

What advice would you give to others in this situation?: I dont have any advice

What else would you like to share?: I dont think i love him anymore